Chadwick Ernest East

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Debbie B

August 6, 2011

Waiting at the Door

I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand

It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops

But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled

I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

April 3, 2011

A Picture of You

I only have a picture now,
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine.

I see your smiling eyes,
Each morning when I wake,
I talk to you, and place a kiss,
Upon your lovely face.

How much I miss you being here,
I really can not say,
The ache is deep inside my heart,
And never goes away.

I hear it mentioned often,
That time will heal the pain,
But if I'm being honest,
I hope it will remain.

I need to feel you constantly,
To get me through the day,
I loved you so very much,
Why did you go away?

The angels came and took you,
That really wasn't fair,
They took my one and only Son,
My future life. My heir.

If only they had asked me,
If I would take your place,
I would have done so willingly,
Leaving you this world to grace.

You should have had so many years,
To watch your life unfold,
And in the mist of this,
Watch me, your Mom grow old!

I hope your watching from above,
At the daily tasks I do,
And let there be no doubt at all,
I really do love you.

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

March 25, 2011

I Love You Son

My dear son! I miss you so much
It keeps hurting, I can’t stop crying
My eyes always search for you in the sky
Heart longs for finding you in the heaven

My dear son! I love you so much
I feel so empty without you
I am so scared of my future without you
Heart longs for being around you for my safety

My dear son! You are my angel
I still feel that you are caring me from above
I tell my broken heart that you are still watching me
Heart longs for your care even from heaven

My dear son! You are my protector
I remember you when I feel lonely
I talk to you when I break into pieces
Heart longs for your support even from heaven

My dear son! I was thinking I gave you life
The reality is that you had given me life
Without you and your presence, I can’t exist
Heart longs for your company in my heart until I exist
Please be there in my heart

I Love You Son!

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

September 10, 2010

THE MOST AMAZING STAR.........
LOOK TOWARDS THE SKIES AND YOU WILL SEE THE MOST AMAZING STAR
GLOWING SO BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL TO SHOW US ALL JUST WHERE YOU ARE
THE STARS GOLDEN BEAUTY IS SO CLEAR AND SO BRIGHT
I KNOW THAT THIS STAR WILL SHINE SO BRIGHT ALL NIGHT
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WHILE THE WORLD IS SLEEPING THIS SPECIAL STAR WILL STILL GLOW
BECAUSE IT IT MORE THAN A STAR IT IS A BEAUTIFUL ANGELS HALO
ITS SITS SO FULL OF BEAUTY BESIDE THE GLOWING MOON
ANOTHER ANGEL THAT LEFT THIS EARTH FAR TOO SOON........

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

July 29, 2010

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time

That I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly

and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time

that I see you walk out the door,

I would give you a hug and kiss

and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time

I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,

I would video tape each action and word,

so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,

I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you,"

instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time

I would be there to share your day,

well I'm sure you'll have so many more,

so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow

to make up for an oversight,

and we always get a second chance

to make everything just right.

There will always be another day to say "I love you,"

And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,

I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,

And today may be the last chance

you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss

and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,

Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

July 25, 2010

THE BROKEN CHAIN

We little knew the day that

God was going to call your name,

In life we loved you dearly,

in death we do the same.



It broke our hearts to lose you,

but in God we put our trust,

In times as difficult as this,

faith is such a must.



You left us peaceful memories,

your love is still our guide,

And though we cannot see you,

you are always at our side.



Our family chain is broken,

and nothing seems the same,

But as God calls us one by one,

the chain will link again.

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

July 25, 2010

We still miss you so

It's been some time, since you've been gone
I thought by now, I would be strong
I think of you, and shed my tears
I wonder who, will still my fears.

Your memories remain, inside my heart
My soul it seems, to be torn apart
You told me secrets, I hold so dear
I only wish, you would be near.

I still miss and love you, can't you see
I wish to hold, and talk with thee
So many things, I could not say
And now you've gone, so far away.

You taught me to, in God believe
You said he would always, take care of me
So take my hand, and guide me there
And save a place, one day to share.

I love you Mom & Dad

Debbie Paisley (Mom)

June 26, 2010

I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS

Hello. I am so sorry for your loss. It is not right when a parent has to bury a child. Children are not suppose to die before their parents. My son Chad was a Still Born. I feel for you so deeply. I hope and Pray his wife gets punished everyday of her life. I know God will see to it! I was going to say she ill answer for this one day to God...But I don't think she will ever get into Heaven. Your son is in Heaven and he is watching over you. He will always be with you. You just can't see him. I know my brother passed away and my Mom and I feel his presence all the time. So believe it when they say talk to your loved ones because they hear you. God Bless you all and help you with the pain and emptiness you feel in your hearts.

Sheila Keener

February 15, 2009

I said, 'God, I hurt.'
And God said, 'I know.'

I said, 'God, I cry a lot.'
And God said, 'That is why I gave you tears.'

I said 'God, I am so depressed.'
And God said, 'That is why I gave you Sunshine.'

I said, 'God, life is so hard.'
And God said, 'That is why I gave you loved ones.'

I said, 'God, my loved one died.'
And God said, 'So did mine.'

I said, 'God, it is such a loss.'
And God said, 'I saw mine nailed to a cross.'

I said, 'God, but your loved one lives.'
And God said, 'So does yours.'

I said, 'God, where are they now?'
And God said, 'Mine is on My right and yours will be in the Light.'

I said, 'God, it hurts.'
And God said, 'I know...'

Josephine Sister Of Ed

October 27, 2008